where did you go.

i've been weird lately. maybe not weird, but just a little not myself.

i find myself in weird, weird moods.

i know this has nothing to do with the wedding. i am beyond thrilled for that.

this is about me.

missing you.

i never thought that as a 22 year old that this would happen to me.

i got up. got ready for work. grabbed my keys.

started my car.

and cried.

i'm homesick.

i miss my little brother already, and he hasn't been gone a week.

i miss my mom and dad, who i just saw 4 days ago.

i miss a new friend, who just headed to school.

i miss my little brothers laugh, that i got to hear so much this summer.

i guess this is about me, and the summer of 2009.

where did you go.

you were wonderful.

i am going to miss all that laughter, and love, and friendship.

new adventures, and raunchy jokes.

i will yearn for your warm walks with boyfriend, and roadtrip talks with my mom.

i will miss weekly breakfasts with my dad.

and most of all. those little brothers.

they've become some of my best friends.

summer, come back. i miss them so much already.